Interview with Chuck

I sat across the table while my boss handled
carpet samples in the other room. I could not
hire the applicant sitting there, I could only sit
and talk and decide if a man with twenty years
more experience than me could do a junior
computer programmer's job.

I have never seen the technologies he has seen.
I will never do the jobs he has done.
He explained tasks I did not comprehend.
He looked at me and I turn my eyes away.

His hair was too sparse for a comb over. His
body too wracked with experience to feign spry
disposition. I looked into his white wolf eye
brow shaded eyes and saw myself.

Everything he studied and learned no longer
existed, even his job. I saw myself sitting in
front of myself twenty years my senior,
unemployed, bereft of skills that sold on the
market. I was sitting there in the office facing
my own fate in some not so distant year.
There I was, trembling, begging for dignity, ...

And my boss did not hire me.
 
-T. Gene Davis